Exhaustion (Chemo 1b, day 18)

I am exhausted. Every physical task I take on seems daunting...and even just talking seems like an extraordinary task. It's 3 days post chemo...my stomach hurts, my eyelids are heavy, my mouth feels like I'm chewing on razor blades, and I'm far too emotional for my liking. Even though I seem to be doing better with this treatment, it is so hard for me to cope on days like today..where I actually "feel sick", and not like myself. I hate needing someone to help me do things that I've always done for myself. I hate being grumpy or short tempered...basically, I hate chemo and I hate cancer for making me feel this way today.